

Bad MemoriesIsn\'t it strange how memories tend to fade away? but re-appear for no reason in a single second? everything, good and bad, comes rushing back. an uncontrollable urge to seek revenge on the bad, and hold onto the smallest remains of the good old friends leave, new ones arrive... some boyfriends treat you right, others like shit. some beat and rape, others clinically insane just when you\'ve started trusting again, all the bad memories stop you dead in your tracksBad Memories
***told ya it sucked! i have no idea how to finish it, PLEASE GIVE ME IDEAS!!***


Where Did I go WrongI watched you change, from someone I knew better than myself, to a complete stranger. I watched happen over the years, but at the same time, it happened over night When you look in the mirror, do you recognize yourself? because no one else does anymore... When you look at my hands, do you see my blood? My blood from you ripping my chest open and stealing my heart- but only to hurt it then put it back in the open wound.Where Did I go Wrong
I watched you change, from the love of my life to my mortal enemy. I loved you, now I hate you.... tell me, where did I go wrong? I thought I


Mixed UpWhen it rains, do you ever notice that the rain drops are like my tears? Pouring down on you like a heavy guilt trip. Every time it storms, the lightning is my pain and the thunder my cries.Mixed Up
When you look at the full moon, is it as bright as my smile? Or would you even know my happiness, and if it was even real? Did you even pay that much attention?
When the knife drags across your throat, so you feel my pain? All the pain you made me feel? It\'s a funny thought...that your blood isn\'t worth the stain on my knife.
When the gun is pointed to you head, do you feel my fe


Are You Happy NowAre You Happy Now?Are You Happy Now
I lay on the bed, trying to erase what just happened. But I can\'t...every detail haunts me I\'m still bleeding, from your unleashed anger. I\'m still sore, because I said \"stop\" I guess you don\'t know the meaning of \"stop. because when I\'d say it, you would just hit me and say \"shut the fuck up slut\" I remember crying and pleading... I also remember the bruises you left. All I wanted was for you to love me, not for you to throw me down your stairs. I still live with the shit you put me through... Are you happy now?  
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What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
**later tater**
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